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Geriatric Pregnancies – Being an Older Mom at Midlife

By on August 21, 2017

By Amy Boucher Pye

It’s a scary medical term – geriatric pregnancy – and I had two of them. The “geriatric” label conjures up images of nursing homes, not cribs and diapers. But, I was over 35 when I first became a mother.

Why did I wait to have kids?

I was engaged to be married in my early 20s, and thankfully that first relationship didn’t happen for many reasons, one of them being that I needed time and space to find out who I was in God and in myself.

In my very late 20s, I met and married my husband when he was training to become a vicar in the Church of England, and my first few years of life in England were focused on acclimatizing to this different land and people (which I write about in my first book, Finding Myself in Britain). When Nicholas finished up his theological college, we moved to his first curacy. Things went south, however, when his boss was signed off with a stress-related illness. Nicholas couldn’t finish his training there, so we had to move again.

So many changes in such a little time – adding a baby didn’t seem wise. But I knew my biological clock was ticking, and we didn’t know if we’d have trouble conceiving. We rejoiced when we found out there was no problem, and I was pregnant. Just a month after moving into our vicarage in North London, after Nicholas finished his curacies and became a vicar, I gave birth to our firstborn.

We waited to have kids for all those reasons, but to be honest, I was a little scared. Scared about what being parents would demand of us; scared of the changes and the loss of freedom. Oh, how wrong I was! Well, not about the demands, but about the joys that come with being a parent. The love that flows and builds for this wee little baby who turns into their very own person. Forget city breaks in European cities; I soon realized the joy of having a baby-bundle snuggled on my shoulder.

Fast forward to today. Our kids are 13 and 10, and we love them to bits. We’re also, on average, about a decade older than the parents in our kids’ classes. Our kids often joke about us being old parents, and we are. Compared to most of my close friends from high school whose kids are not only at university but have launched into 20s’ life, I still have a daughter in primary school. If she waits until 40 to be a mother – if that’s even an option, of course – I’ll be a grandma at 80. Thus the posts here on empty nesters are alien to me.

I’m aware this may seem like a lament. And there are poignant aspects of being an older mother but, of course, joys too. Would I have been ready for kids earlier in life? I don’t know.

I think we muddle through, and God redeems our journeys, but my kid-less 20s and early 30s gave me the opportunity to gain confidence in my faith and in myself. This confidence is one of the things that as older parents I hope we are passing along to our kids. I hope too that we are imparting our life experience to our offspring too. Having had more experiences means we might be a wee bit more objective as parents. (But ask me if that’s true as we hit the teenage years full-on.)

As I reflect on having geriatric pregnancies, I realize afresh that everyone experiences a different life journey. We may or may not have kids; if we do, we may have them later in life. Whatever our stage along the path we walk, God can take all of those expressions and make them fresh, wonderful, and joyful.

Did you have a geriatric pregnancy? If so, what are some of the delights and some of the challenges of being an older parent? If not, do you know someone like me?

Amy Boucher PyeAmy Boucher Pye loves her husband and her kids. She’s an award-winning author of Finding Myself in Britain and The Living Cross. She runs the Woman Alive book club and writes devotional articles for publications on both sides of the pond, including Our Daily Bread. Find her at amyboucherpye.com and @AmyBoucherPye.

 

Photo credit: Kevin Ahronson Photography

5 Comments

Veronica Zundel

August 22, 2017 @ 18:05

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Beat you! I got married on my 36th birthday, started trying for a baby at 38 and gave birth to my son at 41, after no ‘treatment’ except prayer. My parents were 80 and 78 when he was born, but they wheeled him in his buggy from Muswell Hill to East Finchley every Saturday for three hours, for his first three years. I found North London a good place to be an ‘elderly primigravida’ as there seemed to be a lot of others around.

Amy Boucher Pye

August 22, 2017 @ 23:52

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Oh what a lovely picture to think of your parents with their grandson in a buggy in North London! That gives me hope.

Rhonda

August 26, 2017 @ 19:40

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Hi! I just found this blog through Anita Lustrea’s podcast “Faith Conversations” (highly recommend!) and her talk with Michelle Van Loon about connecting with others during midlife and beyond. And voila! Instant connection to someone else who is “out of season” with the rest of the world…!

I have begun to call my self out of season because I don’t seem to easily fit into the typical demographics one finds for someone my age. I had my first and only child at age 41, after losing my first two pregnancies. My husband and I had been married 20 years before actually becoming parents and 14 of those years we struggled with infertility.

Now, I find myself homeschooling a daughter of primary age, and often feel at a loss for friendships and connections with others facing the same journey in the same season of life. On top of that, I am quite introverted, so starting up friendships is difficult for me.

I have found that I need to let myself lament the loss of relationships and shared experiences I might have had, had I been an “in season” mother — for example, having a more ready-made community of peers, other mommies, facing motherhood in their 20’s and 30’s. And the glut of mommy blogs online, just isn’t what I am thirsting for.

I have also had to learn to look past the differences I see between myself and those “mommying” at a younger age, and focus on the things we share in common: a desire to watch our children grow into healthy, productive, happy people.

Finally, I have learned to accept that this is the time and place that God has placed me in, and I lean into that truth even when I perceive others may be judging me for being different, older, etc. (Yes, I have been asked if I was my daughter’s grandma!) By the way, “Geriatric Pregnancies”?! Ugghhh… 😉

Anyway, food for thought to those who may read your post and wonder if there are many of us older moms out there.
Thank you for shedding light on this topic!

ThePerennialGen

September 2, 2017 @ 15:30

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So glad you found us and that you enjoyed Amy’s post, Rhonda. THANK YOU for sharing these wonderful insights into your own life. –Amanda

Amy Boucher Pye

September 19, 2017 @ 12:46

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Rhonda, I’m sorry to responding to this so late! Late – a theme here? 🙂

But I’m grateful for your words and your story. I love your emphasis on lament – was just speaking on that topic to a group of women over the weekend, and it’s so powerful. We don’t have to pretend that everything in life is just as we wish it would have been – God can hear our prayers of lament as well as praise.

Praying you’ll make some wonderful friendships and that God will continue to surprise you with his love.

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